Just a pushover

We get attached to people fast and once you are attached to someone, you do everything to please them and make them happy. You give too many chances to people, who don’t deserve them. They take advantage of you and you just become a pushover. Even if they screw you, you still stick to them coz that’s you. Once you get attached to someone, they capture your heart and remain in your heart forever.

            When you lose someone, someone you love, when they break your heart, it is the hardest thing you could ever go through and no matter how much time has passed the pains never really goes away.

            You may think you are getting better, and then you suddenly go into your past or hear a song that reminds you of a memory and hits you all over again, like a stab in the chest. But yet, you still want them and only them. Other’s come and give you a chance to move on but you know you don’t want to since you promised you never would and even if people break their promises you want to keep yours.

On top of that, you are terrified, terrified of getting hurt again. At the end of the day you are still thinking of the person who has left you completely broken. You don’t want to miss them, you don’t want to love them anymore but you know you always will.

            Everyone says “It will be Okay” but you know it won’t. So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them and then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all this...!!!